i just got the inbox down from 21 to 7...but now that i've had a bottle of champagne i think i'll quit. (don't worry, i don't drink that often, i just really wanted some bubbly tonight! and i sober quickly...which can be a pest...but is also the reason why i'm still typing legibly.)

it's a little overwhelming to have so many couples contact you...so many nice people that i want to meet! with 2 careers and an existing social life, i'm not entirely sure how to make it work, but i'm giving it a try. i'm afraid if i let go of anyone i meet (for time's sake) i might never get the chance to hook up with them again.

so i've responded to a lot of couples. i'm REALLY hoping that theres not some sort of a rush, where peoples' feelings get hurt because i can't schedule immediately. especially since i'm looking to have a no-expectations meeting first (so everyone times 2). *sigh* if i seem to be distracted lately...i totally apologize...i'm juggling. i gather that's ok here though?

speaking of distracted...it was hard to concentrate on documentation today at work. and the blah blah blah will send such n such message to the blah blah component..hmmm...i wonder if those hotties are going to chat back? LOL

since i specifically mentioned "no singles" in my profile there's been a sharp drop off of the creepy males, so it was actually fun to go through my inbox this time!

i can't say it enough...i am truly appreciative of how supportive the community is. i am blown away. i mean, i guess i didn't expect you guys to be total jerks...but a little more...protective of your tight knit community. know what i mean? but i've just gotten so many good vibes. (i would have been persistent either way, but this is great!)

right now i'm listening to jason mraz "hey love" and i feel so mellow. next up "come on get higher" by matt nathanson and "i think i'm in love" by beck. as a wedding photographer..i have a semi-mushy soundtrack, lol.

haha, "cigarettes and chocolate milk" by Rufus Wainright just came up...and i think it's VERY fitting....here are some lyrics:

"Cigarettes and chocolate milk

These are just a couple of my cravings

Everything it seems I like's a little bit stronger

A little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me

If I should buy jellybeans

Have to eat them all in just one sitting

Everything it seems I like's a little bit sweeter

A little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me

And then there's those other things

Which for several reasons we won't mention

Everything about 'em is a little bit stranger, a little bit harder

A little bit deadly"

you'll have to look up the rest of the lyrics...i won't bore you with all of them here...