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I miss sharing
I've missed sharing things here. I've missed the opportunity of staying up to date with everyone. I just haven't had the chance due to things in my life and now due to other things as well, I am finding I haven't the motivation to share.
I've gone through so much that I feel catching up on sharing it here is a huge task.
A couple of things that you can't do anything about and I really considered not mentioning at all but they have so totally consumed my world that I feel the need to at least "make a mention of them" so that they could explain anything I may say in the future that seems odd.
Gator almost died on me. Surgery and weeks later, he is getting stronger and stronger and we celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary on the 30th of June. Once he is completely recovered we'll go on a belated trip to really celebrate life and that we still have some to share.
Our poly relationship is on hold. Kitten has been getting so bad in her attitudes that therapy isn't helping and not only is her relationship with Gator in jeopardy but her marriage to Tech is as well. That is unacceptable to Gator, Tech or myself. And while the other three of us are going to have to go through separation because Kitten refuses to work on things, we feel that at this point there is not choice. We have tried other alternatives. Therapy is not really helping her but I feel that is because she is not being open with her counselor. Contact is not totally gone. We will still stay in touch. But just as friends at this point.
I'm missing Tech right now and Gator is such a sweetie about that. I blog about this relationship a bit somewhere more appropriate but mostly it is in a traditional journal.
Before most of this happened, we were discussing returning to swinging a bit. We'll still have to discuss that some more. Is is the time for at least Gator and I to go ahead with that or not? Time will tell.
Now, there, I've shared a bit and feel like I may can get back in touch with things now. I'm sorry if it just confused you. As usual, ignoring my blogs could just be your best bet.
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