I guess sometimes we have to learn things the hard way. I had become close friends with a playmate. It was strictly a best-friends-with-benefits thing. But due to recent drama-filled events, we've had to change that status.

Some of our other friends (who were unfortunate bystanders to the incident in question) have advised me to simply walk away. Alas, I lack the ability to turn my back on a friend. While he reacted poorly in the situation, I can understand why he felt the way he did.

After much discussion, Mr. Sweet and I decided that if the friendship is salvageable, it must remain platonic. And honestly, friendships are always more important to me than the play aspect of things, anyway.

However, this led to some awkwardness at our local Meet & Greet last night. It was a bit difficult for me to be my usual flirty self with others when they were nearby. I am hoping in time, the awkwardness will lessen and we'll become comfortable hanging out in lifestyle scenarios with them around.