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Its not you.. Its Us
Disappointment... Our new friends J & J whom we have had 2 playtimes with... have just ended it... alas... they are having issues... Now I get it.. we have been in this lifestyle for 15yrs and they have only been thinking about it for 4 yrs and have only had 2 bad experiences before us... We really wanted to give them a good experience... maybe it was too good... I dont know... they say after 4 yrs of talking about it they just are not ready... they thought they were...
Now they are wanting to still be friends... this one is hard for me... I dont know if I can still be friends with someone that I have had sex with... someone that I have had sexual thoughts about... I mean I do want to be friends but I wanted the benefits too... I felt that we were perfect for each other... damnit... to perfect... and again the old statement to be true... Too Good Too Be True...
Damnit now the stupid thoughts are going through my head... was it us... were we pushy... did we do something wrong... were we too much for them... too touchy... fuck... I know these probably have nothing to do with what is going on... I know that in the beginning of our relationship there were some "problems" and we had to end some friendships because of them... I also know that their issues are there's and have nothing to do with us... Because of the person that I am I want to talk about it with them.... but I dont want to be pushy... I know that they have to work through this themselves... If they are going to be in this lifestyle then they have to be comfortable... ahhhh... so frustrated...
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