So our friends J&J have done it again... after a great time on Friday evening... and camping over the weekend... they have ended our "playtime" again... see the first time they ended it was because of her... she was having anxiety over her past sexual experiences... we talked about it and she felt better... so we were able to have a sexual experiece again... it went well for her and my hubby... they we were great together... me and her hubby not so well... I didnt get much pleasure... he couldnt get hard... and again he was very gentle... oh well... it was still great... her and I were great together... thought everything went ok... even after I went to bed... my hubby and them played a bit more...

So the story goes on... over the weekend we went camping... we were to be discrete because there was going to be a friend there with us that is not a swinger... so we understood and kept our hands to ourselves...

We get home on Sunday and get a call from her and we are done... again... this time because of him... he doesnt want to share her anymore... I guess after I went to bed while camping she was trashed and took her top off and then put it back on in front of all the guys... my hubby... her hubby... and the friend (guy)... I guess this was the breaking point for her hubby... he doesnt want to share her anymore... WHAT... I dont get it... I understand feelings do come up with this lifestyle... but dammit... they talked about this for 4 years before doing anything...

fuck... my hubby was really happy... I am sad for him... I may not have been being completly satisfied... but he was... and I was ok with that... so they want to be friends... and I have talked about this before... this is going to be hard... there are expectations... we want to touch... we want to be close... but we will be understanding... and we will comply with their wishes... but it will be hard... I made the subject Yo-Yo cause that is what I feel with them... I now feel that they are going to change their minds again... that they will get over this and we will be going back and forth with their emotions... I dont know if I am up for that... I mean I do really like them... but I am not a therapist... its ok tho... we will see what happens... over time...