The baby won't sleep, crazed just left for two days work. I'm reading the forums while I wait for little man to settle down and I felt like saying something but not sure what. I love this site. I love reading the forums and often times I write a response and end up not posting.

Most recently I have been reading the forums about first times. I have been wanting to post there but not sure which experience I consider to truly be our first. I think we've been somewhat kinky from the very beginning of our relationship and had many experience with friends that could qualify. My best friend lived with us our first year of marriage and was aware of our sexaul openness. We had tried threesomes with her once before and didn't work out because I had gotten jealous and ended things. We had discussed it and how much I want to try again but not ruin a good friendship and decided not to pursue it with her, but wait and see. Her current boyfriend was expressing an interest in swapping and she approached us about it. Yes, we tried but alas it was performance anxiety that got in the way and thus time, her boyfriend was the jealous one. They thought we could get past it and kept inviting us to try again, but I was too shy and scared of messing up the relationship. Years passed, maybe two , and they broke up. We stayed friends with them both and one day he approached me and asked me to have an affair with him. I said no, but proposed we get permission instead and invite hubby along. This was the start of a great time . We had several great experiences with him that I would love to write about....later. thanks for reading