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So we had a really good experience this weekend. The couple we met was a lot of fun.... About five hours of fun. Of course today I've been walking around with a silly grin. However, I was surprised at some of what I took from this. I wonder if others have the same "day after" feelings First thing is I really enjoyed the "other wife", she was amazing, beautiful, SEXY, very sexual! Hope I get a second chance at her! Really I could have spent a lot more time just enjoying being next to her, looking at her and touching. Since my wife of 19 years was my first and only until two months ago, I am in total amazement at what other women are like.... Dont get me wrong, the sex was awesome, but I am really enjoying the exploration I never had. (also this was the first time everything went right for me the whole evening) The thing that I was pleasantly surprised at was my reaction, after the couple went home and today. I can't get enough of my wife. After they left I wanted my wife so bad I swear my teeth ached. The "after sex" was incredible and so was this morning and this afternoon. But it isn't just that: I am noticing things about her that I haven't noticed before. I notice how she feels now, the way she has a different softness. The sounds and faces she makes while we get tangled up. And the way she smells...that has been getting me all day. It's not that I didn't know and love those things, it's more that I didn't recognize them as being her! What I mean is I didn't know how she was different. I'm telling you, it's the details that are important. When we finished the fun with the other couple what I wanted was her skin against mine, her eyes looking in mine and I wanted her smell. Laying in bed this morning i just wanted to smell the nape of her neck and her hair. I think I annoyed her a little when I kept coming up to her and smelling her neck. (Frankly I didn't know I was that into smell. ) I just wasn't expecting the sharing to result in me being made so aware of the details in how I enjoy mrs D&D I think I was worried a little that if I had a woman other than her that she would get a little lost in the "noise". Of course I didn't think that I would love her less, it's more that Up until lately I just havn't had a lot of other women running around in my head. I'm really enjoying the fact that the "other women" are bringing her into sharper focus. I'm getting to know her all over again and this time around its how she different. I really like this...

Gosh you all are so motivating! It's been a challenging year for me emotionally (vanilla stuff...husbands job relocating, new child, me looking for another job, limbo limbo limbo). As a behaviorist, I know how to lose weight but it's the emotional part of weight that keeps me stagnet. I lost hope there for about 8 months. I started last week eating cleaner. Packing my lunch everyday and getting off the prepackaged stuff. I feel so much better as a person right now.