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I thing Julie is making a very good post here. I do feel the exact same about you Sweetgirl, you need a bit of moderation not only on swinging but also on your writing. If your sex is so passionate and so great you go out there where non of us can reach, good for you and Mr Sweet ! but is it not again, going too far in your sentences ? I mean, come on ! and swinging would mean not being able to have passionate sex with your partner ?

Well, Alura, I don't think I should get into the gory details, but answering your question in a clinical tone - I was 9 when I was introduced to sex, and it was by a grown man on whom I had a huge crush. That "affair" lasted three months. It ended when we almost got caught. After that I continued growing up seemingly normally and unaffected by it ... until I hit puberty at around age 11. I became obsessed with what happened two years earlier, and I developed an obsessive hatred for the man I once adored enough to allow him to gratify himself with me over and over and over. Anyway, when I was 11 I sexually abused a mentally challenged neighbor (another grown man), developed a penchant for mutilating myself with pins, and at age 15 was finally diagnosed with OCD and hypersexuality. Anyway, that's when I got interested in psychology, so something good came out of it. There isn't a day that goes by when I'm not affected by my childhood. And I'm actually happy for it. I have something in my adult life that gives me an excitement that few "normal" women will ever feel.