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It sounds like you want this relationship to be over and you are just finding something to ruminate on to break it off. The details don't have anything to do with your present relationship. Maybe she lied because she regrets what she did, maybe she lied because she knew you would judge her, maybe she didn't lie. It doesn't matter. She's not currently engaging in these activities, she was upfront with the generalities of her past. The specifics are not really your business. I'd suggest if you want to continue the happiness you've had the past 6 years you let it go and move forward.

When my husband and I got together, he came with a load of sexual experiences. Experiences that he not only did not want to share with me but lied to me about even. It wasn't until years later that he began being open about them. We were at a point of letting go of those set notions about definitions and acceptable sex. we were speaking more openly about feelings and experiences we both had. It was very overwhelming to have truths laid out at first. I did have to deal with that feeling of being lied to. But how could he be honest? We both suffered from our inheritances of marital definitions, shame and guilt. He liked the way I looked at him, liked the way it felt to be respected and loved. He was afraid of being rejected. When he felt safe, he became honest and it is the best way to be. But you have to not care what people think or you have to feel you will be accepted. This kind of lie for these reasons are not marriage breaking to me. Without meaning to, I helped to make it hard for both of us to be open and live honestly. When we accept that our partners have had lives before us, we accept that we don't know everything they have ever done. We have to decide how to deal with the discovery of the person we are with, this often takes a long time. And again, we can't close the door on honesty if we honesty. The Rose

Relationships are about trust. Confrontation always threatens trust. At a guess, you "confronted" her with what someone else said. At a guess, she values her relationship with you and reacted as most folks would, immediate denial. Whatever the truth about her past is, what matters now is trust. She might or might not have done things in the past that she wants to put behind her. If those things occurred before you met her, what did it matter to you? Look within yourself. You've had 6 years of a self-described wonderful relationship with this woman. You knew she had a past. The details were irrelevant a month ago. What makes them relevant now? Why on earth would you risk a great relationship by digging into her past just because some drunk guy said she liked BBC and gangbangs? Don't ever look back unless you intend to go that way.

Here's one thing I find interesting: You have decided that your girlfriend was the one who lied. Not the drunk guy you know casually or the drunk guy's wife, but your girlfriend. Here's another thing: You have no interest in cohabiting with a woman who has explored kink or had a gangbang. Those things are fine, but you really shouldn't punish your girlfriend for either your rather arbitrary view of what is acceptable sexual behavior in women or your lack of faith in her honesty. I kinda hope she kicks you to the curb and gives herself an upgrade in her next relationship, but if not, I hope you examine yourself pretty stringently and either value her differently than you do now or let her go.

You did get one really hot night, but at what cost? It's obvious your husband can't handle you playing with someone else and things went far beyond his comfort zone. Will it ruin your marriage? Maybe. Is it likely he'll agree to let you play again? Probably not. I can only imagine how uncomfortable things are at home right now. You have to decide where you go from here. You might try a FMF with him to boost his ego, but if he has ED issues a FMF will only make him feel more inadequate. Communication is the key to making it through this. Let him tell you what he feels went wrong. I don't know your ages, but as we get older women actually become more sexually promiscuous than men, and that may bother him a bit. If, in fact you are older, have him see a doc if there are any libido problems.

We all have our limits, yours are obviously this side of interracial sex and GBs. Perhaps she lied because she knew that and didn't want you to judge her (as you are doing) based on experiences in her past. Whether or not you told her that there's no way you would have moved forward had you known those factors, my guess is that you've talked about enough things for her to have an idea of what things you might consider taboo. That said, I'm not saying she lied. I don't know her. What I do know is that she has some friends who seriously lack discretion and since they lack discretion it's possible that also stretch the truth or create stories where they don't know facts. We've had many instances where stories were created about things we had done (that never happened). People see us with certain other people and assume things are going on that are not. When people are drunk their memories can not be relied on; whether it's because whatever they may have seen or heard while drunk got muddled, or because later when they are drunk they muddle things, merging stories they heard with things they've seen elsewhere. There is only one person giving you a version of the truth here that you know well enough to take at their word and that is your GF. The question is do you trust her enough to take her at her word and let her past be her past? Or don't you? If you don't, things will only get worse from here. That said, you've already said that you doubt you see swinging in your future, and based on the fact that she still has a lot of friends in the LS, I do see swinging in hers. You might want to discuss that with her and weight it in your decision as to whether or not this relationship is worth continuing with.

Honestly, is it any of your business what she did before she was with you? Sexual transmitted infections notwithstanding, does it really matter? She is the same person she was before you found out about this. As for lying, do you really know that she is? OK, two of her past friends have told you stories. She denies them. Maybe the stories are exaggerations or different interpretations of events. Maybe they are outright fabrications by people with some hidden motive to hurt you or her. Maybe they are even true and your GF didn't feel comfortable sharing them because of how you might (and in fact did) react. You need to ask yourself a couple of important questions. Do you care about this woman? If yes, calm down and talk to her. Don't accuse her. Don't judge her. Just talk to her. Calmly, honestly, openly and from the heart. Open and honest communication. That's the key.

You might never know whether the story the alcohol-loosened lips told is true, will you. The real question, from as much as I can see, is whether or not you believe the now-damaged relationship is worth fixing. Is it?