Also, when we went, we agreed that I'd not get pissy and uptight and worry about anything. So I put myself in a state of mind that I was a sexy momma and that I wasn't as shy as I really was. For us, it was a surprise visit. I told him he could call the club and he made sure to tell them we'd be out there that Friday nigh, much to my shock. But I guess he knew me well. I did have fun and I soooo enjoy how I am today than back then. As he said that night, leave the worries and drama at the door. Just go to have fun and not worry about it.