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I walked out of the clinic and sat in my car, couldn't get what happened in the morning out of my head. Throughout the day I kept daydreaming. I was still on a high, when it suddenly hit me... what the fuck did I do? This sudden rush of embarrassment came over me, I buried my face in my hands and took a couple deep breaths. This followed by a rush of excitement. With my eyes closed, I could still feel him; I could feel his hands on my waist as he kissed me, as he pulled me closer to him. I was reliving it all, his hard cock, how I held it in my hand, how hard it felt, how it filled my mouth. I started to breathe deeply, my body tensed up and my pussy began to swell, I could feel it. Excitement took over and almost unknowingly, I reached down and rubbed my hands over my scrubs, with slight pressure I pushed down on my clit and tightly closed my thighs around my hand. I smiled and told myself it's ok, I enjoyed it and it was good. There is nothing to be ashamed of and I persuaded myself to be ok with this. I started the car, blasted the AC because I could feel my body hot all over. As I backed out of the parking spot and began my way home for what I thought would be my last day from this building I glanced over to the corner of the building and through the window could see him talking on the phone. The way home was a blur, my head caught up on so many thoughts. This was brand new to me, I guess I didn't know how to be or how it felt to be sexually free. This sadly was only the third guy I had been with and I could not remember any other experience making me feel like I did right then. Not to say that sex hasn't been good in the past, but this combination of how good it felt physically and how for the first time I was feeling like I did something for myself without any thought on anything or anyone else was exhilarating. I was confused... but it was good! I got home and went directly to my room. I quickly got out of my scrubs down to my panties and bra. I sat at the edge of the bed and again my mind was pulled to earlier in the day. I dropped back on to the bed, my breath deep and slow and my hands on my stomach staring at the ceiling. I rubbed my hands up my stomach and over my breast and squeezed, crossed my legs over my ankles squeezing my thighs together. I continued to rub my left hand over my bra as I moved my right hand down, hovering over my stomach to the edge of my panties. Running my fingers under the elastic band pushing my hand further down feeling the warmth. My panties were soaking wet, the back of my hand feeling the warm dampness as I continued down. I slid my middle finger, following the opening a top until I had slight pressure over my clit. It was erect and sensitive, covered in the silky smooth product of my excitement. I rubbed lightly in a circular motion while bringing my index finger together. My body tensed up, my eyes closed and mind returned to earlier in the day. Feeling as if I had unnecessary obstacles in my way I sat up, reached behind me and unhooked my bra, pushed my shoulders forward and let the bra slip forward and down to the floor. I moved back on to my bed, while pushing up with my heels I grabbed onto my panties and pushed them down over my thighs. With my head now on my pillow, I finished pushing my panties over my knees and with a swift move of my legs pushed them off me with my foot. Laying naked, feeling so free I continued. I began to fantasize once again. My mind began to race and think of what I could potentially be capable of. It was a sexually freeing experience to have sex with a married man who was my supervisor in the clinic. It made me feel naughty and slutty, all new feelings but realized that they had always been hidden deep inside me. I continued where I left off. With my knees slightly bent and spread open it gave me the room I needed to reach further down. Left hand back to my breast, covering my tit squeezing, putting pressure over my nipple. My right hand back to my wet pussy, I continued down to follow the slit from my clit as my lips spread. The way was slick and warm without resistance, continuing running my middle and ring finger putting pressure until I reached the opening between my lips. I pressed inward, my pussy taking my fingers in without any hesitation. My fingers were no comparison to his hard cock, but it reminded of the feeling I had earlier. I pressed as deep as I could go, spreading my fingers to open as much as I could and bending them upward pressing as deep and as close to my g spot. I spent a few seconds rubbing, going in and out covering my hand in my wetness. I returned to my clit and continued to rub around it putting pressure on it and coming off it just enough to gather more of my pussy juices. I felt my body warm as my breathing became fast and shallow. I rubbed harder and faster, tightened my grip over my nipple, pushed my head harder back into my pillow and my toes curled as my hips pushed forward. It didn't take long for the sexual buildup to overflow into climax. I held my breath and the contractions of the amazing orgasm took control. I moaned loudly, took my grip to the sheets and once again held pressure over my clit and closed my legs tightly. I felt my clit jump at my fingertips with every full body contraction. Slowly I relaxed, with deep breaths my body opened, my hands at my sides I laid there with a smile. After a few minutes catching my breath, I got up and went straight to a warm shower. I had a feeling I just scratched the surface of my adventures. Read the next chapter - This is My Journey Into The Lifestyle - Chapter 3 - Soft Feeling of a Woman Previous chapter - My Journey Into the Lifestyle - The Beginning

This my journey into the lifestyle - How it all began... I saw him walk in and immediately drew my attention. He walked in with this unspoken confidence that I find sexy in a man and I thought he was cute from the beginning. I found it very easy to talk to him. I had been weighing this decision of leaving the clinic, I had just gotten an offer for a new job to start in a few weeks. I had to put in my 2 week notice. I sent the email to the manager and him, since he was here on an interim basis as the supervisor. It wasn't but a few minutes later when he came out of his office and very privately said he got the email and told me I would be missed. I appreciated his discreteness since I had not yet shared it with my other coworkers. He was very sweet about it, I let him know it was just such a good opportunity and had to take it, but I'd definitely miss everyone. We would talk a lot the next few days, joking but everything just work related. One day he came into one of the exam rooms to ask about a patient. I was not thinking much about it just doing my routine, but for some reason while putting something away I revealed something that just kinda changed everything. See I have this secret, something I don't talk about much and I keep very separate. I began to embrace how good and liberating sex can be! I had been in a long relationship where things were great, my ex treated me like a princess and was so protective of me. It was great, I mean what girl doesn't want that! But sex was just not great. I started to fantasize a lot, even started looking at some erotic pics and stories. I started to read blogs and it all just kept fascinating me more and more. I found out the profiles on websites and I finally as my curiosity expanded I signed up. My ex just wasn't doing it for me, as nice as he was, we ended things a few months back. I found such excitement in looking through posts, looking at real people enjoying sex. I began posting some pictures and a couple videos. Always discreet, never showing my face thinking no one would ever recognize me... except. I have a couple unique tattoos and the thought of someone recognizing them made me nervous but at the same time so exciting. I caught him looking at the tattoo on my wrist and it was in reaction I pulled back to hide it. I got so nervous and he could tell. There was a brief silence and I couldn't help it but to look away. I tried to play it off. But I was convinced he knew more. That same night I went back and looked at people who had seen my profile wondering if there was a way I could confirm that maybe it was him. I began to fantasize, fucking my supervisor on my last day. But what if it wasn't? What an ass I would make of myself. A few profiles looked like it could be him, it was mostly single guys but this one of a couple just caught my attention. I had seen it before and the videos they had of his wife sucking his cock, it was so yummy! It would make me wet every single time. I kept on trying to figure out how to make it happen, I could see he was interested in me, we would flirt and I would catch him checking me out. On the day before my last he came into the supply room. I could see him looking at my wrist and I wanted to tell him, just ask already. I was about to say something when he finally asked. Pure reaction, looked down and I could not speak. He was nervous also and kept trying to talk about tattoos. He then asked me if I had any more and all I could say was ""I have a couple more but you'd be lucky you ever saw those." I couldn't believe I really said that! There was a little sense of relief, maybe he does know and it's ok. I have no boyfriend or husband and besides the next day is my last. We kept on talking more and flirting and now I wanted to play with him a little bit. Conversation became very flirtatious. At that moment I decided that I was going to try something I'd been fantasizing about for awhile. After all these thoughts, fantasies I had not yet done anything about it. It had been a few months since I split with my bf and as much as I wanted to act on these urges I had still not. At the end of the day, I went into his office. He was busy, I stood at his door for a second and he looked up. I smiled nervously, I hoped he picked up on what I'd be asking. Told him some BS reason to come in early the next day. Said I wanted to finish up some stuff before patients came in. I had absolutely nothing I needed to do, it was my last day but I'd hope I'd get him to come in earlier than usual. He said, "Sure, I understand if you need to get off early and get to your hot date to celebrate your last day!" I smiled nervously again, wondering if he knew what I was doing. He said "See you in the morning." I couldn't sleep much, I was a little anxious. Am I really gonna go through with this? Will he show up? I drove in early, well before anyone else would come. I walked into the clinic in complete silence. I was picking up a couple last things from my desk, looking up at the clock. Will he show up? Then I heard the back door open, I looked up and saw him coming in. I said, "You're here earlier than usual!" He replied, "Yeah I know, hey never know it may be my lucky day!" as he walked towards his office. I could help but to smile, I heard him in his office and I tried to time it perfectly so he could see me walking away towards the treatment room. He indeed followed. We had an awkward conversation and I just thanked him for the last few days. Then silence, then he said, "Maybe a website?" I could not contain my smile and said "Maybe..." He continued, "If it's the right website, maybe I've already been somewhat lucky?" He did see me and I was so ready to do this, so I interrupted, "Maybe you have, only one way to find out if it is!!" He nodded and walked towards me and said, "Is that so?" I felt my body tense up. This was going to happen and I was ready. He smiled as he came closer and I couldn't look at him right away. For the first time in a long time I was going to be taken by another man. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him, I looked up and met his eyes. He slowly lowered his lips and kissed me. His lips were soft and full, he kissed me with confidence. He then helped me up to the exam table, I spread my legs feeling him come closer to me. I could tell he was excited, I could feel him grow. He took his big hands under my scrubs, his hands even softer. I knew we didn't have a lot of time so there wasn't much time to be cute with a lot of foreplay. I was ready, I was wet, I wanted it. I helped him take my scrub top off and I wanted to feel him. I reached down and felt him, he was completely hard. I tried to imagine how big he would be. I told him I thought he was cute from the moment he walked in as I pushed him back a bit. I went down to my knees, grabbed onto the waistband of his scrubs and pulled down. I had to pull the front back as his full on hard dick got caught on the waist band. It sprung up, and just as I hoped it was big and thick. It looked familiar, it was who I thought it was. He had this birthmark to the left side of his groin and he was not circumcised. My mouth watered, I haven't had much experience with many dicks, this was my first uncut cock. I reached over and grabbed it with my hand and pulled down, exposing the head, stuck my tongue out and licked it first. I opened my mouth and took it in. It was rock hard and the further down I went it became thicker. I used my hand to stroke him as I went up and down. I could feel his cock contracting with pleasure. I wanted to see it so I'd go down to the shaft and lick it all the way up before taking it completely in my mouth. I took it deep as far as I could go, pushing hard to my throat. I would fight the gagging reflex, hold it in as I held my breath. He took his hands on the side of my head guiding it. My pussy was wet, I could feel it. I wanted more. He then pulled me up and kissed me. I found it so arousing, kissing my lips after sucking his cock. Without noticing it, my bra was undone and fell onto the floor. He took his big hands and grabbed my tits. They are small and perky and I love them. He continued to kiss me, down my neck to my tits. He nibbled on my nipples and this sensation came over me. His hands continued down to scrub bottoms pulling them and my panties down. I took off my shoes as he took off his shirt. I was naked, at work, in an exam room. I could not contain myself much longer, I wanted him. He picked me up and put me back on the table and I laid back. He started again at my stomach until he made it down to my pussy. He started with my clit and my body tensed up, it felt good. He played at exactly the right spot. He took his time, went down to my pussy lips, licked them on the way down and on the way up I could feel his tongue pressing deep inside me. I kept on trying to keep my moans soft as I could. He was making me feel so good. I was ready for his cock. I took him as he did with me and pulled up. He kissed me again, and I can taste myself on his lips. I reached down and grabbed his hard cock and pulled it to me. With a swift thrust he entered me. It took my breath away, his dick filled my pussy. He was gentle at first going slowly in and out, deeper each time. He held me by my hips and I wrapped my legs around him. He picked up speed and began to fuck me harder. He then took control, had me turn around. I bent over the exam table, spread my legs, pushed my ass up and he went right back in. He was fucking me hard, deep with such force. His cock so hard and big it hurt so good as he was hitting me deep inside. The rush was amazing, so wet and hot, my breathing was faster and as I couldn't remain as quiet as I needed to be. I held on to the table, gripping hard. Now holding my breath, his hands on my hips pulling me back. My body tensed and could no longer contain it, my legs began to shake and a loud scream followed. I could tell he was ready and I said "Not inside me". He pulled back and I quickly turned around. I wanted his cock in my mouth, I wanted to taste myself on him and I wanted his cum. I stroked him slightly as I took him deep into my mouth. One had on his cock the other on his ass pulling him closer. I felt him contract and hold his breath, I pulled him right in front of my mouth, I opened, stuck my tongue out and with one last stroke he shot into me, first hitting my lips and tongue, then down to the back of my throat and then back on my lips. Cum dripping down my chin onto my tits and thighs, I took him and sucked him as he had a couple more contractions filling my mouth with cum. It tasted good and I swallowed every bit of it. I then reached with my fingers and cleaned as much as I could from my chin, tits and thigh and licked the rest from my lips. I felt so satisfied, I had been wanting this sexual energy. He made me feel like a slut but in such a good way. I was satisfied in a way that I had not been before. I don't know if it's the situation. I just fucked my supervisor on my last day! We looked up at the clock and hurried to get dressed and cleaned up a bit. As we did we heard some voices out in the nurses station. He went back out and I gathered myself to make sure I didn't have any dry cum on my face! He had a few meetings so didn't get to see him much for the rest of the day. Before I left I made sure to stop by his office and say goodbye. I whispered in his ear as I gave him a hug, "You know where you could find me". To be continued... Read the next chapter My Journey Into the Lifestyle - Chapter 2 - Self Discovery