My Journey Into The Lifestyle - Chapter 2 - Self Discovery

I walked out of the clinic and sat in my car, couldn't get what happened in the morning out of my head.  Throughout the day I kept daydreaming.  I was still on a high, when it suddenly hit me... what the fuck did I do?  This sudden rush of embarrassment came over me, I buried my face in my hands and took a couple deep breaths.  This followed by a rush of excitement.  

With my eyes closed, I could still feel him; I could feel his hands on my waist as he kissed me, as he pulled me closer to him.  I was reliving it all, his hard cock, how I held it in my hand, how hard it felt, how it filled my mouth.  I started to breathe deeply, my body tensed up and my pussy began to swell, I could feel it.  Excitement took over and almost unknowingly, I reached down and rubbed my hands over my scrubs, with slight pressure I pushed down on my clit and tightly closed my thighs around my hand.  

I smiled and told myself it's ok, I enjoyed it and it was good.  There is nothing to be ashamed of and I persuaded myself to be ok with this. 

I started the car, blasted the AC because I could feel my body hot all over. As I backed out of the parking spot and began my way home for what I thought would be my last day from this building I glanced over to the corner of the building and through the window could see him talking on the phone. 

The way home was a blur, my head caught up on so many thoughts.  This was brand new to me, I guess I didn't know how to be or how it felt to be sexually free.  This sadly was only the third guy I had been with and I could not remember any other experience making me feel like I did right then.  Not to say that sex hasn't been good in the past, but this combination of how good it felt physically and how for the first time I was feeling like I did something for myself without any thought on anything or anyone else was exhilarating.  I was confused... but it was good!  

I got home and went directly to my room. I quickly got out of my scrubs down to my panties and bra.  I sat at the edge of the bed and again my mind was pulled to earlier in the day.  I dropped back on to the bed, my breath deep and slow and my hands on my stomach staring at the ceiling. I rubbed my hands up my stomach and over my breast and squeezed, crossed my legs over my ankles squeezing my thighs together.  I continued to rub my left hand over my bra as I moved my right hand down, hovering over my stomach to the edge of my panties.  Running my fingers under the elastic band pushing my hand further down feeling the warmth.  My panties were soaking wet, the back of my hand feeling the warm dampness as I continued down.  I slid my middle finger, following the opening a top until I had slight pressure over my clit.  It was erect and sensitive, covered in the silky smooth product of my excitement.  

I rubbed lightly in a circular motion while bringing my index finger together.  My body tensed up, my eyes closed and mind returned to earlier in the day.  Feeling as if I had unnecessary obstacles in my way I sat up, reached behind me and unhooked my bra, pushed my shoulders forward and let the bra slip forward and down to the floor.  I moved back on to my bed, while pushing up with my heels I grabbed onto my panties and pushed them down over my thighs.  With my head now on my pillow, I finished pushing my panties over my knees and with a swift move of my legs pushed them off me with my foot.   

Laying naked, feeling so free I continued.  I began to fantasize once again.  My mind began to race and think of what I could potentially be capable of.  It was a sexually freeing experience to have sex with a married man who was my supervisor in the clinic.  It made me feel naughty and slutty, all new feelings but realized that they had always been hidden deep inside me.  

I continued where I left off. With my knees slightly bent and spread open it gave me the room I needed to reach further down.  Left hand back to my breast, covering my tit squeezing, putting pressure over my nipple.  My right hand back to my wet pussy, I continued down to follow the slit from my clit as my lips spread.  The way was slick and warm without resistance, continuing running my middle and ring finger putting pressure until I reached the opening between my lips. I pressed inward, my pussy taking my fingers in without any hesitation.  My fingers were no comparison to his hard cock, but it reminded of the feeling I had earlier.  I pressed as deep as I could go, spreading my fingers to open as much as I could and bending them upward pressing as deep and as close to my g spot.  I spent a few seconds rubbing, going in and out covering my hand in my wetness. 

I returned to my clit and continued to rub around it putting pressure on it and coming off it just enough to gather more of my pussy juices.  I felt my body warm as my breathing became fast and shallow.  I rubbed harder and faster, tightened my grip over my nipple, pushed my head harder back into my pillow and my toes curled as my hips pushed forward.  It didn't take long for the sexual buildup to overflow into climax.  I held my breath and the contractions of the amazing orgasm took control.  I moaned loudly, took my grip to the sheets and once again held pressure over my clit and closed my legs tightly.  I felt my clit jump at my fingertips with every full body contraction.  

Slowly I relaxed, with deep breaths my body opened, my hands at my sides I laid there with a smile.  After a few minutes catching my breath, I got up and went straight to a warm shower. I had a feeling I just scratched the surface of my adventures. 

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